Is this forever lost to me now
This stirring of my senses
A one last reaching out for
Love and for companionship
You see the frost upon the
Branches but you cannot see
That underneath the ground
The roots are vital and alive
Inside myself I am still strong
Creative passionate and wise
I forget how the years have
Left their mark upon me
Why would I think that he might
Choose me when she has her
Youth and her blazing blue eyes
And skin like ivory cream silk
She has one more big strike
Against her from my point of view
She is kind and not just when
It might be noticed and remarked
My womb will never fill another
Cradle while hers could fill his home
I must face facts I’ve done the
Job of Devil’s Advocate too well
I will fade slowly from the picture
Unavailable or double booked
Soon it will not be worth the time and
Eventually they will not think of me
But I will think of them
(The lovely young lady above is a typical Russian Slavic beauty)